| personal-favourites, lyric-essays | 3,266 words
TAGS: personal essay, grief, Literary Criticism, spirituality, Mental Health
A eulogy for two kinds of loss: those who die and those who become simply elsewhere. Filtered through Didion, Barthes, C.S. Lewis, and Pema Chödrön. On ambiguous grief, the names written down so they don't disappear, and the sixteen-year-old who...
| writing-craft, religion | 1,915 words
TAGS: personal essay, poetry, philosophy, theology, gratitude
On the poets who found different terrors inside the phrase 'earn my keep'--Jeong Ho-Seung, Brecht, Heather McHugh, Kim Hyesoon--and the theological dispute over whether grace can be deserved, turning thirty in borrowed time, and the nuthatches...
| culture | 1,567 words
TAGS: Book Review, Poetry, Literary Criticism, Canadian Literature
A review of Jake Beka's sophomore poetry chapbook SINKHOLE--eleven poems across four continents and three generations, tracing patrilineal damage as a force that reshapes geography, contaminates water tables, and follows you across borders. A...
| culture | 3,379 words
TAGS: Social Commentary, Digital Culture, Cultural Criticism, Analog Living, philosophy
On the subscription economy, Walter Benjamin's aura, Pokémon scalpers, the rot of physical media, and the person at the photocopier making what the streaming model cannot touch.
| personal-favourites, science | 3,299 words
TAGS: personal essay, Social Commentary, Digital Culture, philosophy, Space, Environmental Justice, Mental Health, gratitude
We have the first human photograph of Earth from space in 54 years, and I can't help but meditate on what it means to be human on a fragile planet in 2026.
| personal-favourites, science | 3,455 words
TAGS: Personal Essay, Science, Philosophy, Poetry, Space, Cultural History
Born on April 13th, 26 years after Apollo 13's failure, I explore my personal connection to the Moon as Artemis II astronauts journey toward Her. The Moon has scientific importance, cultural naming traditions, religious significance across...
| politics | 3,273 words
TAGS: personal essay, Social Justice, Media Criticism, politics, Mental Health, philosophy
A few minutes before I begin writing this, I woke up into an anxiety attack. There are a lot of issues I could be writing about, the world is fraught with uncertain violence. This is a story about me, and also a story about North Darfur and...
| indieweb, politics | 2,279 words
TAGS: Technology, Digital Culture, Privacy, politics, Digital Security, Social Commentary
A quarter of the entire Internet uses Cloudflare. This is an existential threat to the Internet's ideals. I realized I need DDoS protection, but I could not use Cloudflare in good conscience. And so, I'm beyond excited to announce that I'm now...
A review of the prank I pulled yesterday, in addition to serious discourse about being silly, including thoughts on the role and importance of satire and literacy. I also share a detailed technical breakdown of the scripts that I added to the...
| personal-favourites | 3,748 words
TAGS: Announcements, Blogging, IndieWeb, Ad
After MONTHS of hard, gruelling work being completely independent on my personal site, I've been lucky enough to find healthy, sustainable partnerships with several incredible companies. Today, I'm sharing some significant changes to how...
| personal-favourites, lyric-essays | 2,048 words
TAGS: Philosophy, Personal Essay, Blogging, Gratitude, Self-Discovery
Exploring constitutive moral luck through Nagel and Williams alongside Nietzsche's Übermensch and amor fati, I reflect on the recursive gratitude I feel for who I constitutively am--and argue that blogging is a philosophical practice of...
| culture, politics | 3,832 words
TAGS: Cultural Criticism, Digital Culture, Social Commentary, Feminism, Politics, Media Criticism
Looksmaxxing. Redpilled. Sigma. Mogging. Cope. Seethe. Malding. Goyslop. Gooning. Memes from image boards became cultural foundation for Generation Alpha. How rich, powerful men have coordinated a harmful online culture for nearly twenty years.
| science | 5,048 words
TAGS: personal essay, Mental Health, Neurodivergence, psychology, Self-Discovery, disability, Cultural Criticism, philosophy
My personal exploration of schizoid personality disorder and neurodivergence. From King Crimson's prophetic song to global youth withdrawal phenomena, I examine what it means to live with a rich interior life and limited social needs, challenging...
| writing-craft, religion | 3,426 words
TAGS: personal essay, Creative Writing, Literary Theory, Cognitive Science, Culture, History, Writing Process, spirituality
Grammar/Glamour/Grimoire. 言霊 & heka. Spelling & spellcasting. The Word. Writing is generative, not descriptive. Cultures across millennia have understood that words conjure reality. Writing conjures, symbols activate the brain, serving as...
| writing-craft | 1,862 words
TAGS: personal essay, IndieWeb, Digital Culture, Social Commentary, writing
There's tension between creative authenticity and professional presentation in the IndieWeb space. What does it mean to be taken seriously as a writer while maintaining personal joy and rejecting the aesthetic standards of capital?
| writing-craft, science | 3,000 words
TAGS: personal essay, Creative Writing, Literature, neuroscience, psychology, philosophy, Indigenous Writing, Cultural Criticism
How do our brains physically process stories? The neurology of narrative transportation, brain synchrony between storytellers and listeners, biocultural theory, and Indigenous storytelling traditions that collapse Western narrative structures.
| culture | 1,837 words
TAGS: film review, Cinema, Poetry, Character Analysis, Art, Ethics, Literature
A devastating character study of a washed-up Colombian poet who discovers a gifted teenage student, exploring the toxic dynamics of artistic mentorship, racial exploitation in the literary world, and the difference between dedication and...
| indieweb, community | 2,496 words
TAGS: personal essay, IndieWeb, Digital Culture, Social Commentary, community, philosophy
What does it actually mean to build a better web, and what do we owe each other in doing so? A response to the 32-bit Café thread about trust, onboarding, and the distance between knowing something is wrong and doing something about it.
| technical-tutorials | 3,292 words
TAGS: Technical, Digital Culture, Technology, Social Commentary, Sustainability, Tutorial
A complete step-by-step tutorial for creating a bootable Catalina USB installer using mist-cli on modern macOS in order to downgrade an Early 2015 MacBook Pro from macOS Monterey to Catalina. Accidentally also a philosophical look at planned...